Retreat-melancholia 12.15.18 Choosing a path between sweet sentimentality and heartbreaking empathy while bubbling with ignited storytelling about life’s fast speed but the daydreams of childhood suddenly replaced by sad recent reality and seeing yourself drowning in your own flood that you have made by drinking burning liquor and smoking and inhaling vaporized weed Reaching million stars then from appealing shade yet forgotten and fade. You forgot your lineage and the happy memories for you forgot to live Living alone in a poignant nook as a dark and gloomy soul So occupied then and enjoying your wicked vices, both somehow interweave She left you along with your brood, along with your dream Your castle in the sky crumbled like a shattered wall Forlorn and abandoned in a secluded quarter full of scream. Then you woke up from a lurid nightmare and deranged delusions And you thank Him for a second chance and wept remorse You gathered the tiny pieces of your crumbled v